This is ridiculous. I shouldn’t have to deal with this. I’m 19. Not even out I my teens. And in dealing with all this bullshit. I can’t sleep and somehow my nights just keep getting worse. Why is it that I just can’t have a good night! Or at least a decent night! i should not have all of this on my hands! I should at least get the help that I should get from my family! I would rather not sleep and be out if it every night but at least know everything’s okay! But no not even that..